And i'm this close to run and hide
It's been a slow fall but it's been one above all,
I never thought i'd doubt everything i ever believed in,
What i once wrote on naked walls
You could have heard me screamimg,
Never thought i'd stop trusting my gut instincts,
Or the people i never thought i'd stop loving.
I can't take my secrets back from them,
And I can't let you fall in love ever again
I'm stuck in something that never feels right,
Hiding in corners of my own mind,
Wishing for the dead to come back to life.
I've gone summers without sunlight,
I found my peace inside this fight.
I won't listen to you
No i won't listen when you tell me
That i can't write about suffering anymore.
