sense

It's getting dark just right now,
i'll take those pictures off the wall,
Wait patiently for the bad fall,
deal with what's hurting me effectively
Grew up weaker than i ever thought i could be
Swinging my fists at life,
Where did they go, those butterflies all around me?
Everything sweet turns bitter,
Everything clear turns into a blur,
Little girls are not so little anymore,
And friends will never be the same as they were before
I could almost blame it all on the weather
I'll just blame it all on the weather

This vicious circle is turning me upside down,
This game of hide and seek makes me so hard to find,
15 hours a day laying in bed,
The rest spent trying to fix the broken thoughts in my head.
Anxious touching, anxious feelings,
Useless advices, be young and start smiling

you should know

I keep you up night after night without any justified reason,
You say i'm allowed to feel that way,
how am i allowed to make this pain last that long,
One day i'll wake up and you'll be gone
Oh it won't be no surprise,
No it won't be no surprise, to me
Because everyday i make it harder,
Just like every night; 'here's the door',
Staring at all your letters, staring at all your flowers-
You bring it all back tonight,
the clouds in my head, flying back and forth,
from right to wrong,
from screams to songs,
You bring it all back tonight,
those clouds in my head,
those thoughts and the lines of your face,
going from so alive to so much pain
so special to plain,
so perfect to vain.

We both lose when the night is taking away our dreams,
Nobody wins when the day ends to words we both don't mean,
and when you decide to come home,
ill welcome you with open arms,
it'll never be too soon,
it'll never be too fast,
Because I never got enough,
I never got enough of you.

virgin suicide

Adjust the crown that's on my head,
the music plays as we lay in the wet field but it slowly fades,
I know you're leaving as my eyes are closing
it's nothing that i've never guessed,
no act that i've never seen.
See my dress doesn't look half as good in the daylight,
i'm waking up, you're packing light.
And this will make me burn all my records,
on the rainy day after the storm,
this will make me burn all my records, all my records
all those wrong lines, all those wrong chords.

you made your way to her,
you heard her voice too,
walked into the room where she can see right through you
but you come around and it's too late,
she's gone and that's all you'll ever get.
she's gone and that's all you'll ever get,
you lost your dream, you lost your best bet...
and that's all you get.
don't you feel so lost when the morning light hits your window
Oh can you feel yesterday's lust when you want to let go,
it'd be easier to forget,
it'd make it all better to regret,
Make what couldn't be worse a little bit of your best