fix yourself

I know you feel like watching those walls fall right down,
But listen to your best songs and control yourself,
And if you have any honor left
I'd like to see it save you
Because your big city dreams will bury you
And well, those smiling faces never loved you
Those crowds were never yours
And she wasn't the first
The first to break your bones to dust.
Write it all down while you can
I know you believe it but i know you're insane
But i'd like to see you live through this
Because once you realize the worse, there won't be much to miss,
There won't be much to fix.