you should know

I keep you up night after night without any justified reason,
You say i'm allowed to feel that way,
how am i allowed to make this pain last that long,
One day i'll wake up and you'll be gone
Oh it won't be no surprise,
No it won't be no surprise, to me
Because everyday i make it harder,
Just like every night; 'here's the door',
Staring at all your letters, staring at all your flowers-
You bring it all back tonight,
the clouds in my head, flying back and forth,
from right to wrong,
from screams to songs,
You bring it all back tonight,
those clouds in my head,
those thoughts and the lines of your face,
going from so alive to so much pain
so special to plain,
so perfect to vain.