never tried

when my thoughts sometimes run into you
it probably doesn't hurt as much as it should
and since we both know the beautiful days are far gone
there's point in thinking of what went wrong,
And i don't regret a second spent by you
See I don't clearly remember being by your side,
You fell asleep knowing i'd never be yours
I fell asleep dreaming of goodbyes.
I can only blame myself, i knew it all along
You were alone and i was lost
I needed to kiss, you needed to touch.
We never tried to survive,
we never tried to get through more than one night,
no, we never tried to survive,
no, this is why, this is why we could never fight.