i have done a few songs based on my friend's sam music. none are on the myspace yet, but check him out.
MYSPACE.COM/SAMHARTMUSIC ;
inspirational music.

beauty in everything

I see you standing still, proud right by me
Every day and every night
And i hear your voice singing me lullabies
When i'm losing my directions
And it gets me wondering,
What have i done to deserve
To see beauty in everything.
And you're the only friend i need,
So they can yell and they can leave
You blind me from everything else
And it got me wondering
What have i done to deserve
To see beauty in everything.
It could rain for days and days,
And dreams could slowly fade away,
I could walk miles all alone,
And when sadness invades every pore in my skin and each one of my bones,
I still wonder,
What have i done to deserve
To see beauty in everything,

to see you smiling.

vile

See i feel it every day.
I wish i told them your name instead of giving them my lips
The little girl i am is the little girl only you can see
And it's a secret that you'll be the one to know by heart
It's a secret that when you feel like leaving will make you come back
And if you ever have a doubt,
You can kiss me again,
If you ever have a doubt,
try to taste me again
And around you, I try to move fast,
Clear up my mistakes with sincere smiles,
Make you caress my face when i feel vile.
Can't you let me be ashamed and give up?
can't you love me less?
Can you clean up my mess?
please clean me up when i'm a mess

i think we can have our own reality
The one people wish they could see,
we can own each other like if it was the only way,
Like if it was simply made to be,
we don't need much words to explain
The feelings that are our most precious joy
Our deepest pains
I know we can create our world
The one people wish they could live in
I know we can make this real
I know we can build a castle out of our feelings

my-self

Meet me by your house,
In between winter and spring,
The day before i found
The most beautiful me i have ever seen.
Right by your frontdoor,
I left a little bit of me,
A few glances that you'll never feel
A few smiles that you'll never see.
Meet me in your backyard.
where i lost myself,
where i lost my beautiful self that night.

i thought it would get easier
i thought my heart would get stronger
and i made myself believe that it would get better.
But i still shake when the sun comes down,
I still lose control when you're hard to find,
the minutes before last call still make me lose my mind.
Do they see you shining like i do?
And when they know you're with me, do they want to steal you,
steal you, steal you
away from me.
Because the blurry streets around you,
are not the ones that i see,
Is it easy to forget, that i make you happy
when they try to steal you, steal you,
away from me.
Every night i learn to spell,
my ennemy's name,
Every night i learn to spell
the name of my closest ennemy,
j e a l o u s y.

never tried

when my thoughts sometimes run into you
it probably doesn't hurt as much as it should
and since we both know the beautiful days are far gone
there's point in thinking of what went wrong,
And i don't regret a second spent by you
See I don't clearly remember being by your side,
You fell asleep knowing i'd never be yours
I fell asleep dreaming of goodbyes.
I can only blame myself, i knew it all along
You were alone and i was lost
I needed to kiss, you needed to touch.
We never tried to survive,
we never tried to get through more than one night,
no, we never tried to survive,
no, this is why, this is why we could never fight.

your fingertips have the power to make me shake
You really can't let me go home scared
Walking in crowded streets
It could all desappear when i forget your face
It could all fade away when you lose your touch
Lose your touch on me,
and as bad as i believe the sky wrote this story
As bad as i know you'll always feel me,
I'm terrified of how my heart stops beating when you say this.

what comes out of the mess we made is so beautiful.







i love you.
i love you more than anyone has ever loved,
i love you more than you will ever know.

You know they try to take me away
But they'll never use words as well as you do,
The wall i built between me and the world
Was made so you can walk right through
I don't think you know how beautiful you are
How your pain runs through my veins
How i feel you being far
How you are the brightest of every star.
You are precious,
You are a winter night wrapped in white sheets with a fragile glass of wine,
I think the shape of your lips was drawn to fit with mine.

play with me, please?

I know i make you lose your head
And i see i make you lose your mind
Sometimes i make you waste heartbeats
Often i play too much and waste your time
But i know that if you hold my hand tonight
You won't let go for a little while,
And If you hold it tight enough
I promise to stop running around

damn you and your beautiful eyes
naked bodies and sleepless summer nights
damn the taste of your skin
the wind in my hair and the music playing
tonight we make it happen,
Fall in love, listen to me breathing
I know this is it,
and for a second i'm not afraid anymore.

travelling soul

you will never know how you gave yourself away
You lost your mind, you lost your place
You're a body without a beating heart,
A simple pretty face.
And the way they see you slowly destroys you
Because you know you start to believe it's true,
Where did your soul go?

almost

and i'm almost telling you,
Secrets and lies
Almost whispering love and goodbyes
Do you feel my body shiver
Do you feel it falling apart
When silences are building in between us.

I know there's something hidden in our lost wars
Spending my night fighting against the most beautiful thing in my life
I won't leave it all behind when it hurts
But leave your hand on my face.
But don't walk out on us
Please don't walk out of this place.

not yours

You can not, hold me back
And whisper the sweet words you wish to say
You can't reach as far as my heart
Did you ever think i could just walk away?
The life you live will never bring me back to you
You lost me when you lost the innocent part of you
So don't touch me
Please don't look at me like that
You will never open your eyes
So wide
That you will simply stare at me,
Simply realize


i'm fine without you.

bed time story

You could tell her she is the prettiest
That once you met her, you just couldn't forget,
The way her lips move and the lines on her hands,
But you knew, you knew you'd have to leave her again.
It didn't take much,
It didn't take a minute, for you to have her,
She was scared of your touch
She knew you'd chase her and you'd be the first.
The days you were gone, she wondered if you'd come back
She knew it wouldn't get better
She knew she was falling fast,
but she wouldn't, just wouldn't let go.
She would fall asleep by another one's side
Because she knew she was still the one sleeping in your bed tonight,
And every smile you gave her, you know she kept it,
Every places you went, you knew she'd be here
If you only knew that luck has nothing to do with it,
That every breath was put towards it,
you would never doubt her passion,
You would cherish her heart every single second
You would take care of it through days and seasons.

what am i doing to myself.

seems like i just really love playing with fire, and getting burned.
seems like i enjoy pushing myself to the limits, let's see how well i can deal with pain.

essential

Walk me through the bar
Hold my hand because i can't walk straight
But don't, please don't blame anything,
Anything else than you
I can't help but stare,
Stare right through you.
And you're the beauty i find during my lonely nights
When you're gone away and i'm too tired to fight,
I still draw the lines of your face with my lost memories,
I don't think i have enough blood to bleed,
To feel bad for myself sitting here.
What if i do need you to breathe easy?
You're essential for a soul like mine,
You're a necessity for a girl like me.

Can you hear me breathing?

Everything seems so clear when we're laying in the dark,

I think there's a reason,

There's a reason why you're not sleeping when i'm facing your back.

half way there

Guards up
And i know i don't make it easy for you
To stand close
To stay close to me
But please shut your eyes and still see,
that i play games,
Play games by myself that only make sense to me.
When i'm lost and begging for you,




Keep the feeling, keep me.