i've hated you from the first day

i should have known you'd never change
your brave eyes and your mocking smile,
Your sweet hello, your meaningless goodbye,
I've hated you from the first day,
I've hated you from the first day.
But you know me too well,
You know the things that make me bite my tongue,
The words you try to get me to say,
You're the one thing i always do wrong,
I've hated you from the first day.
I know you know i'm alone,
You think it gives you the right to see right through me,
And i'm begging you to leave me alone,
I won't let myself fall apart for you to see

you say and you repeat
if i leave now, how will you know,
If i go, how will you know you're good?
And i scream, and i say,
I've hated you from the first day

we keep running around like lost kids,
to find eachother in places we thought secret,
we think the way first lovers did,
we like to call coincidences fate.
And we both know that if we sit still long enough,
we'll know why we care,
we'll keep thinking our hearts are too pure
to face eachother and play truth or dare,
so we crave innocence, and we seek answers into eachother's stare,
we lose, we win, we laugh at things nobody else's understands,
and who cares, who cares if to the world it doesn't make sense.

this morning

i heard your voice say good morning,
from your living room to the bedroom
and yesterday's goodnight seemed so far away
I hardly remember what you had to do to get me to stay.

You're standing here and my head's spinning,
I feel like i could be sick, you feel like singing.
And your lips are already all over me,
your pretty face is close to mine,
and this morning, this morning, this morning,
i'm surprised we're both okay
i'm surprised we're both fine.

i heard your voice say last night was different
from the bedroom to the bathroom
and i can't tell you,
if i feel terrible, or if i feel really good

city lights as friends

there's a bloody war inside your heart,
let me take care of you,
i will try and get you back
there's desappointment in the world around you,
and you can't lie, no you can't help but see the truth.

you walk the streets at night with the city lights as friends,
you silentely watch people play with life when you already won the game,
the only real feeling to you is the one that flows from the tip of your pen,
you see everything will change tomorrow, if you can only count to ten
and you know, you know, loneliness is as simple as the letters in your name,

and as much as it hurts,
your inspiration can only come from tonight's pain.

it's been a long day, it's been a cold night
i've fought so hard to be in this bed,
and everything finally makes sense,
everything finally feels right

and we're falling asleep

good night

flight

It's been so long
But i know this is worth my time
and i've been so alone,
Since you've been gone
I try to remember the minutes of the day i made you mine.
And i will fly through winter to get to you,
i will fly for hours to feel you,
feel you again.

if you could only send me a sign
maybe i would get through this with a smile on my face
Maybe i could atleast fall apart with some grace
If you could somehow remember my name
Maybe the storm outside would put me to sleep
Maybe i could enjoy some of this pain