i should have known you'd never change
your brave eyes and your mocking smile,
Your sweet hello, your meaningless goodbye,
I've hated you from the first day,I've hated you from the first day.
But you know me too well,
You know the things that make me bite my tongue,
The words you try to get me to say,
You're the one thing i always do wrong,
I've hated you from the first day.
I know you know i'm alone,
You think it gives you the right to see right through me,
And i'm begging you to leave me alone,
I won't let myself fall apart for you to see
you say and you repeat
if i leave now, how will you know,
If i go, how will you know you're good?
And i scream, and i say,
I've hated you from the first day